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I am a momma of 6 :) I have one grand-daughter who is 2 and a half and one who is 9 months!!...my youngest son is 6 months younger than the older one and 1 year older than the baby :) We homeschool and we are always on the go! I like to joke and say we are "addicted to chaos"! Long story short - we are parents of kiddos every age imaginable (almost) and like everyone else...We're learning as we go along! Thank the Lord...He's forgiving and LOVING - 'cause we're truly undeserving of all the wonderful gifts He's given to us!

Friday, July 22, 2011

i'm here...i'm just not all here.....

Well gang it's been almost a month.
It's been a crazy, busy, sad month.
We were excitedly looking forward to announcing baby #7 on 4th of July.
I always wait till 12 weeks - after having 2 miscarriages, I always wait.
At 11 weeks I woke up to a bit of pain, by the end of the day it was "all over but the crying". This was at the time my hubby and daughter were both out of the country and it was more than a little hard to go through with only my boys - My older son ran interference and kept the littles all busy - It was sweet of him..He's going to be a great MAN!
So I quit everything. I even cut my hair shorter in an attempt to find "me" again.

Thank you for understanding. I felt bad walking away from the blogging because - Hey, you don't HAVE to come here and read my ramblings, but you do. and I really do appreciate it.
Thank you for the words of love and encouragment.
Today I opened my email and saw that Adventures in Babywearing had a new blog. I have a set pattern that I seem to have gotten into - open the local news online tab, open email and open "AiB" first - Steph always has something to make me smile or think deep thoughts about.
I was half way through the sentence when I saw that I won something :) What a lovely surprise. I look forward to sending my momma some love!
Thanks Steph!

So gang, I'm here. I'll be jotting down some blog ideas. But to be honest, my head is still in a bit of a cloud. I still feel totally de-railed! (you know...when you KNOW which way you're headed...and suddenly you're NOT?!)
I appreciate you bloggy-friends I really do!
Thanks for not giving up on me!

With a healing heart~


  1. So glad you're here. So sorry for your loss. Hoping you really see the sun shine today!


  2. Glad to see you back ... but sad for your loss. It's ok to grieve the little soul that you won't get to meet until you get to heaven so take your time......but let the God of all comfort pick you back up in time. Looking forward to you sharing your blog ideas! :)